A Note From Tuesday

‘Special’ - has a name in nature - exception. And  exceptions are not always a great thing as that may indicate an anomaly. Yet this long standing human population have somehow kept harboring one twisted idea of existing with two faces; one saying, - ‘why can’t you be like everyone?’ And the other, ‘you get special treatment when you are special.’

It seems the human populous itself is confused on what it wants, does it want average people all around or magnificence, we do not know. Neither does it - it seems. Or, if it is something more sinister, like, keeping us confused on who actually to be to have any sense of belonging, we must ask ourselves, are we okay being an instrument of control to such a hive mind? And if I am reading more into it, and also if not, then, can we decide who do we want to be and have peace with that?

Exceedingly tumultuous win practice, I admitthe struggle comes with belonging. We all feel isolated the most in this day and age of nonsensical platforms of connectivity. And the fear of furthering into the dark corner of mind makes us choose to stay aloof than getting involved in the first place. But the way forward must be in kindness, if not, whatever is the reason  of this confusion, would prevail. If only for a day, wouldn’t we want to live in a world where we only have 3 friends we can talk to, sit with, share meals with, clean sheets with, than scroll for the scrapes of second hand happiness? Maybe years apart, maybe not even 3.. maybe only 1. But those slices of bright memories - aren’t they priceless in place of whatever we are trading for?

What are we trading it for?

If that isn’t granting us friendships and peace, it is worth a great deal to reconsider, every seaason of life, how special are we after all these years of trouble? if it comes out in silence, come back to kindness and go forward in it with hope. Because, this little life at a mercy of a blink in space-time, is, in the big blanket of universe, worth it. Taking the extra mile, two minute more to decide, one less person, two less subs, one happy dance in the morning and a flower for yourself on Sundays - all - in the tapestry of life, is worth it. Because if not for you, then who? Because if not right here in your chest, where else does it all begin to flow forth in light and delight to ripple through the world my sweet one?